I’m going by the name of closet girl. Or Renee Rose. Neither of which are actually my name. I’ve been pretending to be vanilla for a long time, but just lately I’ve been wanting to peek out of the spanko closet. Just a little at a time. We’ll see how far out I get. Right now I frequently terrify myself and go running back in for cover.
The good news is that I’ve discovered the online community of spankos and dd or ttwd.
I’ve also started writing spanking fiction under the name Renee Rose (just published my first book last week at Blushing Books! — so exciting!). I’m finding that writing spanking fiction is a great outlet for me to explore my fantasies on paper first while I get more comfortable with my kink. :).